nicholas.
he may be the little brother, but wow(!!), he is an amazing little guy!
the minute michael and mary jane met our nicholas, they were intrigued by his observant nature.
michael and mary jane were right- he is perspicacious.
here's the story...
i take nicholas to his destination in the morning, and josh and michael team up for the morning drop off.
yesterday morning, i was in a rush, as usual. we hustled outside and hurried off to start the school day. nicholas immediately noticed the fog. it wasn't really a thick fog, but he knew something was different in the air.
he said, "what is that, mommy? it's all muddied up. (he describes LOTS of things as being "muddied up.") i turned off the radio right away, and told him all about the fog. he didn't buy what i was saying, of course, but he was keenly aware of his environment- and that something was different.
we had a similar experience this morning, too. michael and i were arguing about why he is not allowed to bring toys to kindergarten, and i was secretly stressed about three (!!) student meetings that i needed to attend this morning. i had to be on time today! had to! once again, i was shoving nicholas out the door.
today i didn't turn on the radio - at all- with nicholas in the car. and, sure enough, he struck up another great conversation. i was noticing how breathtaking the sky was this morning, when nicholas said, "mommy! it looks like the ocean!" (he was talking about the sky!) the sky was really beautiful this morning and it DID look like the ocean. lots and lots of waves...
when i dropped nicholas off, i was all choked up today?? i didn't want to let go of my short time with him this morning. i wanted to stay with him- to hug him- and- to listen to more of his thoughts.
he's a precious, precious little boy. i am missing him these days.






































